To be happy or sad. To be loving or hateful. To go through whatever emotion, negative or positive, is willingly letting yourself experience change.
Change, simple as it sounds, yet, hard to achieve.
Perhaps, you might understand what it means to change or perhaps not. Maybe, you would want it to happen quicker or slower. But in all, the process might not be what you had ever thought of.
Psych yourself up for it, bide your time when undergoing it, summon all your strength for it when you feel it is not enough. And when you think you are not appreciative of the outcome after it is done, retreat from the scene, look at it from a different perspective (PRAYER) and maybe, NOT maybe, it will be exactly what you are looking for.
But if it still doesn’t float your boat, well, you just might not be up for it… perhaps, not ever.
RHODA NARH
Writer, Journalist, Artist
